Happy Birthday my sweet son and daughter. You took our breath away the moment we saw you and left a gaping hole when we said goodbye. Most week it feels like it just happened, there really isn't a timeline of when things start to feel better and I am beginning to realize that these feeling might last my lifetime. We go on living because we have no other choice.
We went out to dinner with family last night, had an ice cream cake (no happy birthday writing or song), and let some chinese sky/fire lanterns off into the night. It was a low key night and was beautiful.
"What the heart has once owned and loved, it will never lose" -HWB
