Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Nothing to freeze

I am disappointed to say the least. 3 of the 4 we had left made it to day 6 but were only very early blast stage, meaning they were just starting to seperate between baby and placenta but didn't quite make it in time. My clinic has a very strict freezing criteria and wont freeze what they don't think will make it through freeze and subsequent thaw.

I cried and cried. I felt like another loss, a loss of potential. I've been very open about my distain for this cycle from the beginning, there was nothing fun or exciting about it. I must have been such a dumbass the first go 'round. Nothing to freeze means that if this didn't work or if we want "siblings" we have to do this again. Fun.